i turn 22 today. and half of the day was spent around people i barely knew. and people who doesnt know me. it's bad enough that this place has no space for love at all. i knew i should have taken the day off. godamn.
and by the time i'm done, i'd be too tired to even be happy. i need a walk. a good walk. and then i'll spend another 3hours of today in a place where everyone around you is sad. or just expressionless. and by the time i get home, it'd be bed time. and even if it's not, what else could it be?
this is probably the bluest one. yeah the one that isn't even a colour.
i've been here before.
today feels like any another day.
i should have taken the day off.