seven days on. and this feeling, it's soo crazy. it's finally settling in. you're no longer here. i miss you and there's nothing anybody, nor me, can do anything about.
you know what's frustrating? the sound of your voice slowly fading. i'm almost forgetting how you sound. how you nag. it's very frustrating as i try holding on to whatever memory that's left of you. how you ate. how your mouth mvoes when you talk. and it hurts to have your smile fading.
the only clear memory of you was in the hospital bed, sick. the last smile you gave was when i waved excitedly to see you. then the one image that was left was you lying in the middle of the hall where i got the last kiss and the last touch.
you have to watch over me, you know? you have to love me. because i love you, and i know you know that.
i miss you. so much. it hurts.